It's now one week until what would be Drew's 1st birthday. I guess it IS still his first b-day, right?
I'm doing better than I thought that I would be. At least for now. I tried to buy him some special flowers the other day but had to basically run out of the store before I burst into tears. So no b-day flowers as of yet. E. asked if we were going to bake him a cake and I guess we probably will.
I'm sad and bitter. First birthdays are a big deal. I hope that wherever Drew is he's looking forward to his special first. If only it could have been here with his family.
Blech, this sucks so bad.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
One week to go...
Posted by Jana at 6:40 PM
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6 comments:
Yeah - it does suck. Celebrate and honor that beautiful boy of yours! He is watching, and smiling down on you guys.
Thinking of you!
I wlil release a balloon in the air on his birthday Jana, and say a little prayer.
It must really suck, again.. I am so sorry! (hugs)
Jana- It is okay to bake Drew a cake and to celebrate his life. Drew was alive and we need to celebrate! After all, He was an amazing little boy!
XO
Julie
Jana,
I'm thinking of you. First b-day are such huge milestones...and it's not fair that Drew isn't here with his family. I'm always here for whatever you need.
~Carole
It really must suck. Kaylee and I will be thinking of you and don't feel weird about celebrating his birthday. He was here and you deserve to remember him however you want. Hugs. I am so sorry you have to go through this.
I agree you should take him a cake and do whatever you want. My thoughts are always with you Jana! Take care.
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